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| Sunday, January 22nd, 2012 | | 4:12 am |
you know how you always say there's no wrong in any job you get? and you know how the next minute you're saying things like how this amt is not gonna be able to provide for the family? or how this is ok for 1 or 2 yrs, but i should start thinking abt getting a higher paying job? or how a graduate is supposed to earn a minimum of $2000/mth? you know, if it really didnt matter, then you wouldnt be sitting me down every once in a while to talk about this. if it matters, juz say it matters, dont say things like there's no wrong in any kind of job you get. because, to you, this is wrong. in fact, it has always been wrong. it has never been right. up till now, you dont know why i'm doing this. that's cos you dont try to understand y i'm doing this. to you, this is juz a psle graduate's job. BUT it is not. we have big plans. that you know not of. whether the plans will be successful, nobody knows. but we do have plans. and such plans dont happen overnight. it takes years. years of hard work, commitment, research, everything.. so i'm begging you. pls juz understand y i'm doing this. i love this job. i've never regretted staying on full time. i dont have a life, being at the shop is my life. but being at the shop makes me happy. i have awesome bosses, awesome friends (i see them as friends not colleagues), flexible working hours, free sampling of icecream whenever i want. i can wear tshirt and shorts everyday. i can be late (i mean not supposed to, but he is nice enough to let me off every single time). and i've learnt so many things working in the kitchen. the pay is not high, but if i'm alright with it, i think you should be too. i know i cannot contribute to anything YET, but it doesnt mean i will never be able to. i really believe we will have some big break through somewhere down the road. because i've learnt to believe in his visions and ambitions. he juz has a knack for this kinda thing. i hope you'll believe in him too. |
| Friday, January 13th, 2012 | | 3:40 am |
摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹？ 看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风？ 一个人 想着一个人 是否就叫寂寞？ 命运偷走如果 只留下结果 时间偷走初衷 只留下了苦衷 你来过 然后你走后 只留下星空 那一年我们望着星空 有那么多的灿烂的梦 以为快乐会永久 像不变星空 陪着我 猎户 天狼 织女 光年外静默 回忆 青春 梦想 何时偷偷陨落？ 我爱过 然后我沉默 人海里漂流 那一年我们望着星空 未来的未来从没想过 当故事失去美梦 美梦失去线索 而我们失去联络 这一片无言无语星空 为什么静静看我泪流？ 如果你在的时候 会不会伸手拥抱我？ 细数繁星闪烁 细数此生奔波 原来所有所得所获不如一夜的星空 空气中的温柔 回忆你的笑容 仿佛只要伸手 就 能 触 摸 摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹？ 看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风？ 一个人 习惯一个人 这一刻独自望着星空 从前的从前从没变过 寂寞可以是忍受 也可以是享受 享受仅有的拥有 那一年我们望着星空有那么多的灿烂的梦 至少回忆会永久像不变星空陪着我 最后只剩下星空像不变回忆陪着我 五月天 - 星空 五月天 knows.. omg.. |
| Tuesday, January 3rd, 2012 | | 1:37 am |
Holding on, the days drag on Stupid girl, I should have known I should have known That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let me down let 2012 be a better year. happy new year. |
| Saturday, December 24th, 2011 | | 10:04 pm |
What a jerk. I hate you. Merry Christmas anyway (hello from Venice!) |
| Tuesday, December 20th, 2011 | | 4:22 am |
I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more |
| Thursday, December 8th, 2011 | | 1:41 am |
不知不觉 不情不愿 又到巷子口
我没有哭 也没有笑 因为这是梦
没有预兆 没有理由 你真的都说过
如果有 就让你自由
希望有一天能给你自由 |
| Wednesday, December 7th, 2011 | | 1:33 am |
'Cause these bitter days are only a memory Better days are just days away. - We The Kings i really want to believe in that. |
| Wednesday, November 9th, 2011 | | 1:11 am |
Out of breath I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again |
| Sunday, October 30th, 2011 | | 2:23 am |
i dont know what to do anymore.. it's like, everything is falling apart. i thought my life was at least making some progress. until today.. when you told me abt this matter. and as you talked about it, tears even came to your eyes, i know. i could tell you were trying your best not to cry, i couldnt bear to look at you. bcos, i couldnt believe what i was hearing. i didnt believe you would give it up. it's like raising a child to 5 years old, and selling him/her aways cos you're tired of taking care of him/her. you said see how. i dont blame you. i know you're very tired. you kept talking about it. you kept thinking about it. and the thing is, if you keep thinking and talking about it, it's gonna come true. it made me very upset. selfish reasons, but i really cant bare to. neither can i afford to. i couldnt stop thinking about what you said. i'm at a lost. i dont know how to convince you. i dont know who i can turn to. bcos, it's really not my place to share ur thoughts with anyone. did you snap bcos of what happened that day? i really think it was. bcos since that day, i havent seen you smile from your heart, like you usually do. please tell me what to do? |
| Sunday, October 16th, 2011 | | 10:53 pm |
a wild imagination is not good, especially if u're thinking about things that you're not supposed to be thinking about.. it leads to fake happiness, high hopes, depression, halicinations, going into a daze, headaches, whatnots.. can someone just dig out my brain, it's going to explode.. :( |
| Thursday, October 13th, 2011 | | 12:51 am |
Oh I wanna dance with somebody I wanna feel the heat with somebody Yeah I wanna dance with somebody With somebody who loves me why are oldies so nice and catchy?? totally born in the wrong era.. |
| Wednesday, October 5th, 2011 | | 1:36 am |
Someday, say it's coming soon Someday, without you All I can do Is to get me pass the ghost of you Wave goodbye to me Won't say i'm sorry I'll be alright Once I find the other side of someday Ooh, how'm I gonna get over you I'll be alright, just not tonight Someday, oh how I wish you'd want me to stay I'll be alright, just not tonight Someday |
| 12:40 am |
it's bad enough knowing that you're not as important to someone as they are to you. imagine realising that you're not important to everyone who's important to you. can i just kill myself now? |
| Thursday, September 22nd, 2011 | | 11:46 pm |
today i met xiaomei.. he was studying nearby, and popped by to see if i was working.. it was so funny, cos when i saw him, he looked like he was approaching the shop very very cautiously dunno for what also.. hahahaha.. we chatted for so long, and he's still as whiney and as xiaomei as ever.. so cute hahaha it was so good to see him, really brightened up the gloomy day.. awww <3 he made me miss the canoeists :( today's 5. tomorrow's 2. only you know. emonemo. |
| Monday, September 19th, 2011 | | 2:20 am |
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me So won’t you kill me So I die happy did i mention i look forward to mondays? cos mondays are my restdays.. the only day for me to do anything and everything that i want.. and tt includes sleeping late the night before, sleeping in, going for a tan, going for a run and gymming, going shopping, slacking at home.... where got so much time to do so many things in 1 day.. knn.. 1 day's not enough.. i need more rest days.. i'm kinda sick, again. fuck my life seriously.. 4th time that i'm sick in these 2-3 months.. lost my voice twice somewhere between july and aug, had a little cough and flu just about a week ago, and now my little flu's back.. like what the fuck seriously.. am i that weak? maybe i'm just not resting enough.. or maybe i'm not having enough nutrients in my food.. maybe i'm not having enough fruits and veg.. or maybe................................... ............. argh come on flu, go away, find someone else to bother! i've got enough things on my mind, dont need you to bother me.. |
| Wednesday, September 14th, 2011 | | 2:14 am |
天天想你 天天問自己 到什麼時候才能告訴你 天天想你 天天守住一顆心 把我最好的愛留給你 |
| Tuesday, September 13th, 2011 | | 2:17 am |
我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道 世界若是 那么大 为何我要忘你无处逃 我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道 世界若是 那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到 五月天 - 听不到 |
| Monday, September 12th, 2011 | | 2:32 am |
you know how sometimes when you get to know a person, you can tell whether that person is your type of friend? meaning like ur characters are kinda similar, or you both like doing the same things, or whatever.. but bascially you just know that that person and you can be in the same clique kind of thing? yah.. i find it so weird that although me and A are not each other's type of friend, we get along so well.. it's just weird you know, but i'm so glad we're close :) <3 been working for 12days straight.. finally getting a off day tmr.. thank god.. but i think of the construction going on 2 floors above us, and i just want to kill myself.. let's hope they're done with the drilling.. come on, pls be done, i dont want to wake up at 9 bcos of ur stupid drilling.. nan-de i get to sleep in, pls just let me sleep can??? |
| Wednesday, September 7th, 2011 | | 12:51 am |
i thought we were welcoming summer (ie waiting for summer to come), how come people are preparing for fall already?? why is time passing so quickly?!?!?!!?!? does this mean shorts will be going for sale? :D |
| Tuesday, September 6th, 2011 | | 12:00 am |
i'm observant. i found out what you did. it's a good thing, i think. i wanna be smurfimistic! la-la-la-la-la-la sing a happy song~ |
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