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| Wednesday, May 30th, 2012 | | 4:09 am |
a nice random long post.
so i came into lj, wanting to see when was the last time i updated.. instead, i juz sat and stared at this updating page for like a good 10mins, with nothing in mind to write. i really hate that i'm such a boring and unimaginative person. i always dont know what to say, to anyone, about anything. WHY? what a loser.. that aside.... i've been catching up with diff grps of friends recently.. met minmin after she came back from aussie. had dinner with june, which was so random cos i actually met her at f21 one day, and she called me a liar liar pants on fire for not meeting her after saying tt i would the last time i met her HAHA. so i decided to keep to my promise this time round, and we met for dinner, and so qiao we were both having sore throat that day and we wanted to call the dinner off but decided not to haha.. hmm what else.. went for wild honey and prawning with the besties. actually wild honey is abit overrated, and i dont even know why i still like it so much. haha.. prawning is juz awesome seriously. it can get abit boring when we cant catch anything. but it's juz so relaxing and enjoyable, you know? and you can watch in envy as ur neighbours catch mother huge/ alot of prawns, or you can groan with them if they lose their prawns. and of cos there's the eating of prawns after tt. I LOVE PRAWNS. ESPECIALLY KIU KIU CRYSTAL PRAWNS AND DRUNKEN PRAWNS. omg i love drunken prawns!!!!!!!!!!!!! sidetrack abit: we went to have seafood dinner for mother's day, and we ordered drunken prawns which was OH SO GOOD. i ate 6, while mum and dad ate like 2 each only i think haha.. i can finish the whole pot of prawns myself pls.. YUMZ! ok yes prawning. it's fun! everyone should try it! oh then prior to our prawning session, boss and i were having a debate abt the prawns in the prawning place. he kept insisting that they are not prawns but crayfish or yabby. he even went to wiki to read up on prawns/crayfish/yabby and googled images of them to prove himself. LOL. cos he insisted prawns have no pincers. BUT THEY DO. I SWEAR. maybe they are a different species of prawns, but they are still prawns what!!! no meh!! met up with the US girls today. had steamboat at liang seah. they are so funny!! totally miss being with them. cant believe it was 2 yrs ago tt we went to the states.. 2 yrs leh!! has it really been that long? :( pq's going over to nyu to study in aug.. i'm so envious :( I WANNA GO TO THE STATES (in summer)! i really really really wanna go. but who is able to go with me for at least 1mth??? NO ONE. i am so sad. planning to go to aussie in nov/dec. not sure if i should though. cos 2 bkk trips already costed me a bomb. i mean i only went once so far, but the next one is coming up in june. 1 MORE MONTH I CANT FREAKING WAIT!!!!!!!!!! yah... aussie's quite ex if i'm not wrong.. but i'm thinking of all the shopping tt i can do.. boohoohoo why cant money fall from the sky.. or why cant i strike toto.. erps HAHAHA me and the bosses played this game at work last week. we kept track of how many times each of us swore. and needless to say i won the competition haha. but towards the end, i really went the whole day without swearing. and i think tt's damn good! i feel like a changed person HAHAHAHA nola but seriously.. i was swearing way too much. everything also cb, fuck, knn.. it got so bad, i think i said fuck you at least 15 times each day.. of cos they know i'm not really angry and we are so used to each other swearing. but you know it's juz not nice. especially if u're meeting friends tt dont see u everyday.. i mean you can say tt tt's who you are and pple can judge all they want. but...tt's not me lor.. i dont like pple to judge me hahahaha. yah anyway i started feeling this need to control myself each time i was out with pple not from toms, and it was juz so gaowei! i had to be so careful abt the way i talked, like so kangkor. tt was when i decided i should stop swearing at every single thing, hence we decided to play the game.. haha oh well at least i'm improving! and i'm glad! :D ok gonna end of with lyrics from maroon 5. OH YES. i bought tix for F1. cant wait to go see the concerts!!!!!!!!! jay chou, katy perry and maroon 5!!! WOOHOO~!!!!! You turned your back on tomorrow Cause you forgot yesterday I gave you my love to borrow But just gave it away You can't expect me to be fine I don't expect you to care I know I said it before But all of our bridges burnt down I've wasted my nights You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed Still stuck in that time when we called it love But even the sun sets in paradise |
| Thursday, May 3rd, 2012 | | 2:41 am |
好想知道 你的100分 会给怎样的人 亲爱的你 不要再陌生 增加我戏份 我想问 亲爱的你 把感情升等 朋友变成情人 可不可以告诉我标准 不要让我一直等 |
| Friday, April 6th, 2012 | | 2:05 am |
我只是没发现故事已结局 你早已离去我还在坚定 带走回荡的回忆 你像流浪的流星
把我丢在黑夜想着你
你要离开的黎明 我的眼泪在眼睛
下定决心 我决定
用恒星的恒心 等你 等你
五月天 - 恒星的恒心
i totally love wuyuetian. why their lyrics so nice! totally describes what i'm feeling.. it's like they know me.. so gan dong T_T it's so weird how i always knew how to sing this song, but have nvr really listened properly to the lyrics.. i've been doing alot of listening to/googling lyrics of wuyuetian's songs.. and i suddenly find alot of songs applicable to how i'm feeling, or like telling me what to do..you know? wuyuetian's the best! i cant wait for them to come again.. pls dont make me wait another yr for them to come :(
ok one more.
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河
难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著
你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活著
hai~ see what i mean.. wuyuetian writes the best songs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 |
| Friday, March 16th, 2012 | | 1:33 am |
why you so cute after so long you're still so cute heehee :D |
| Wednesday, March 14th, 2012 | | 12:41 am |
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding If that’ll make you mine this song is so nice but it's making me emo :( |
| Thursday, February 23rd, 2012 | | 1:45 am |
I've heard it said That people come into our lives for a reason Bringing something we must learn And we are led To those who help us most to grow If we let them And we help them in return Well, I don't know if I believe that's true But I know I'm who I am today Because I knew you Like a comet pulled from orbit As it passes a sun Like a stream that meets a boulder Halfway through the wood Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you I have been changed for good Wicked - For good why this song so nice and so emo :( anyway, wuyuetian concert is this saturday... THIS SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe i waited so long for it.. and paid so much for it.. omg.. it better be good.. i better be able to touch their hand/body/leg/head lor omg.. WUYUETIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 |
| Sunday, February 19th, 2012 | | 11:59 pm |
Don't wish, don't start Wishing only wounds the heart |
| Sunday, January 22nd, 2012 | | 4:12 am |
you know how you always say there's no wrong in any job you get? and you know how the next minute you're saying things like how this amt is not gonna be able to provide for the family? or how this is ok for 1 or 2 yrs, but i should start thinking abt getting a higher paying job? or how a graduate is supposed to earn a minimum of $2000/mth? you know, if it really didnt matter, then you wouldnt be sitting me down every once in a while to talk about this. if it matters, juz say it matters, dont say things like there's no wrong in any kind of job you get. because, to you, this is wrong. in fact, it has always been wrong. it has never been right. up till now, you dont know why i'm doing this. that's cos you dont try to understand y i'm doing this. to you, this is juz a psle graduate's job. BUT it is not. we have big plans. that you know not of. whether the plans will be successful, nobody knows. but we do have plans. and such plans dont happen overnight. it takes years. years of hard work, commitment, research, everything.. so i'm begging you. pls juz understand y i'm doing this. i love this job. i've never regretted staying on full time. i dont have a life, being at the shop is my life. but being at the shop makes me happy. i have awesome bosses, awesome friends (i see them as friends not colleagues), flexible working hours, free sampling of icecream whenever i want. i can wear tshirt and shorts everyday. i can be late (i mean not supposed to, but he is nice enough to let me off every single time). and i've learnt so many things working in the kitchen. the pay is not high, but if i'm alright with it, i think you should be too. i know i cannot contribute to anything YET, but it doesnt mean i will never be able to. i really believe we will have some big break through somewhere down the road. because i've learnt to believe in his visions and ambitions. he juz has a knack for this kinda thing. i hope you'll believe in him too. |
| Friday, January 13th, 2012 | | 3:40 am |
摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹？ 看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风？ 一个人 想着一个人 是否就叫寂寞？ 命运偷走如果 只留下结果 时间偷走初衷 只留下了苦衷 你来过 然后你走后 只留下星空 那一年我们望着星空 有那么多的灿烂的梦 以为快乐会永久 像不变星空 陪着我 猎户 天狼 织女 光年外静默 回忆 青春 梦想 何时偷偷陨落？ 我爱过 然后我沉默 人海里漂流 那一年我们望着星空 未来的未来从没想过 当故事失去美梦 美梦失去线索 而我们失去联络 这一片无言无语星空 为什么静静看我泪流？ 如果你在的时候 会不会伸手拥抱我？ 细数繁星闪烁 细数此生奔波 原来所有所得所获不如一夜的星空 空气中的温柔 回忆你的笑容 仿佛只要伸手 就 能 触 摸 摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹？ 看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风？ 一个人 习惯一个人 这一刻独自望着星空 从前的从前从没变过 寂寞可以是忍受 也可以是享受 享受仅有的拥有 那一年我们望着星空有那么多的灿烂的梦 至少回忆会永久像不变星空陪着我 最后只剩下星空像不变回忆陪着我 五月天 - 星空 五月天 knows.. omg.. |
| Tuesday, January 3rd, 2012 | | 1:37 am |
Holding on, the days drag on Stupid girl, I should have known I should have known That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let me down let 2012 be a better year. happy new year. |
| Saturday, December 24th, 2011 | | 10:04 pm |
What a jerk. I hate you. Merry Christmas anyway (hello from Venice!) |
| Tuesday, December 20th, 2011 | | 4:22 am |
I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more |
| Thursday, December 8th, 2011 | | 1:41 am |
不知不觉 不情不愿 又到巷子口
我没有哭 也没有笑 因为这是梦
没有预兆 没有理由 你真的都说过
如果有 就让你自由
希望有一天能给你自由 |
| Wednesday, December 7th, 2011 | | 1:33 am |
'Cause these bitter days are only a memory Better days are just days away. - We The Kings i really want to believe in that. |
| Wednesday, November 9th, 2011 | | 1:11 am |
Out of breath I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again |
| Sunday, October 30th, 2011 | | 2:23 am |
i dont know what to do anymore.. it's like, everything is falling apart. i thought my life was at least making some progress. until today.. when you told me abt this matter. and as you talked about it, tears even came to your eyes, i know. i could tell you were trying your best not to cry, i couldnt bear to look at you. bcos, i couldnt believe what i was hearing. i didnt believe you would give it up. it's like raising a child to 5 years old, and selling him/her aways cos you're tired of taking care of him/her. you said see how. i dont blame you. i know you're very tired. you kept talking about it. you kept thinking about it. and the thing is, if you keep thinking and talking about it, it's gonna come true. it made me very upset. selfish reasons, but i really cant bare to. neither can i afford to. i couldnt stop thinking about what you said. i'm at a lost. i dont know how to convince you. i dont know who i can turn to. bcos, it's really not my place to share ur thoughts with anyone. did you snap bcos of what happened that day? i really think it was. bcos since that day, i havent seen you smile from your heart, like you usually do. please tell me what to do? |
| Sunday, October 16th, 2011 | | 10:53 pm |
a wild imagination is not good, especially if u're thinking about things that you're not supposed to be thinking about.. it leads to fake happiness, high hopes, depression, halicinations, going into a daze, headaches, whatnots.. can someone just dig out my brain, it's going to explode.. :( |
| Thursday, October 13th, 2011 | | 12:51 am |
Oh I wanna dance with somebody I wanna feel the heat with somebody Yeah I wanna dance with somebody With somebody who loves me why are oldies so nice and catchy?? totally born in the wrong era.. |
| Wednesday, October 5th, 2011 | | 1:36 am |
Someday, say it's coming soon Someday, without you All I can do Is to get me pass the ghost of you Wave goodbye to me Won't say i'm sorry I'll be alright Once I find the other side of someday Ooh, how'm I gonna get over you I'll be alright, just not tonight Someday, oh how I wish you'd want me to stay I'll be alright, just not tonight Someday |
| 12:40 am |
it's bad enough knowing that you're not as important to someone as they are to you. imagine realising that you're not important to everyone who's important to you. can i just kill myself now? |
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